March 12th, 2008
EDIT: my mood has been lightened slightly because I just discovered THIS SITE:
Which is BY NO MEANS FOR THE FAINT OF HEART, it's downright repulsive. But if ANYONE needs a reason TO NOT BINGE, THAT website my friends, is THE deterrent.
I have no safe foods anymore.
Everything leads to a binge these days. But I can't give up food! I'm soo freaking addicted to it.
I just binged on whole wheat pasta with broccoli.
That's my other recent development. I've been binging like crazy, allll day, but usually only purging in the evenings.
So OBVIOUSLY, I'm gaining weight. And my energy levels are sooo instable, so I'm sleeping all the time and I don't exercise, and I dont do much schoolwork.
I am SO sick and FUCKING TIRED of WAKING UP EVERY SINGLE DAY, and THINKING ABOUT FOOD. ANd THINKING ABOUT HOW I HATE MY BODY.
I don't want to feel this way anymore. It's ruining me.
Current Mood: pessimistic
How do we stop this shit? i just want to eat some off chicken and sleep
I think the only safe food I have is fruit..and I have consumed so much of it in the last three days it's scary.
I tried cereal bars, cereal etc... I can't buy anything in multiples, because I'll eat it all.. This sucks.
Thats the same as me... i should never buy in bulk o put o much on my plate (like everyone else so i don't feel out of place) because even when they stop... i stretch it in, then feel like a pig ready o go on the spit. eww that website is burnt into my brain.
Oh my god! i just saw he website you poted.. i feel so ill.... yucky... why would anyone make those products! thanks for sharing... i'm going to be thinking about how ickly that is all day... i think it will help not to binge, xx
Bulimic gold star anyone?
i fogot about it as soon as i got to work. had a break down. went to the chemist to get the pills im meant to have and now im havin a massive binge, who knows wat i've shoved in my face.
I'm sorry you're feeling so low. On the bright side, broccoli and whole wheat pasta are healthy things, so it could have been a much worse scenario. I wish I liked to binge on nutritious foods, but that's sadly rarely the case. I really want to thank you for the link to that site, it's hilarious. I can't stop reading all the entries. You must have an awesome sense of humor to have found it in the first place. Hope things start to look up. By the way, your icon makes me smile every time I see it.
I wish I loved to binge on healthy foods. I don't! But that's all I have and I was toooo lazy to go buy anything. Soooo yeah.
Oh man, I have been reading the sneeze for years! Steve is my fucking hero. PRISON WINE!! COME ON!!
i am so sorry ms. broccoli! I am rooting for you all the way. you can pull through if you put your mind to it!
The only thing that even half ass made me cringe was the infected corn that would 'explode in your mouth like a pus filled blister' nom nom.
yeah that was what got me too. and the comparison between the two kernels.
LOL, I love that the "potted meat" is made by "Ralph's." Marketing GENIUS I tell you.
HAHAHAHA I did NOT catch that.