March 12th, 2008
Toothbrush doesn't work for me anymore.
But, that's old news.
Pretty sure I can swallow my hand and
pick out the food from my stomach.
Boy, would that be nice.
Remind me to head out tomorrow
and pick up some more rock-salt
and mustard powder. Ugh and yes
Apple Cider Vinegar.
my toothbrush has been letting me down as of late. i've gone back to using my hands. it's so messy.
|Date:||March 13th, 2008 02:47 am (UTC)|| |
My knuckles are scarred.
I totally abstain from fingers.
I've learned my lesson haha.
Wear bandaids when purging
to prevent scarring!
Love how I just realized this too.
I cannot imagine being bulimic if I had to gag myself.
I read a post from a girl who used a SPOON once.
DOESN'T THAT FUCKING HURT????
I always think of these;
I've used all sorts of random stuff-
straws, spoons, cords, qtips,toothbrushes,etc.
|Date:||March 13th, 2008 03:11 am (UTC)|| |
I've been ana and mia on and off for about three years.
After the first couple times, purging gets easy.
Then it gets harder because it takes more to get it done.
But, then it get's easier once you find a new method.
It's a never ending cycle.
Purging only causes discomfort.
Besides, a little pain and discomfort never hurt anyone.
The true pain would be living with the calories you just binged on.
The knuckle scarring sucks. I wear plastic gloves haaaaaaa
ana and mia are not your friends.
and purging causes a hell of a lot more long-term than a bit of discomfort... true pain is obviously something you have never felt.
The end of my razor ((not the sharp end))worked very well.
until I left it in Florida. It has no use now, except for maybe someone discovering it with chunks of food. mmm. yumm.
I also have recently been using a spook b/c
-My fingers aren't nearly long enough.
-hands are scarred
-I have nothing else.
The spoon fucking hurts though sometimes. sometimes, it literally suctions to the front of the back of my throat (if that makes sense)
|Date:||April 15th, 2008 03:58 pm (UTC)|| |
rock salt, mustard?